These old arms of mine
Miss having you around
Make these tears inside
Start falling down, well
Always with half a kiss
You remind me of what I miss
So I try to control myself
Like I’m gonna start fainting, cause my heart stops beating
This old heart of mine
Hi commercial
I told someone about this commercial. Just posting it here for you 
Interview about BookCrossing
Today was my interview with the local newspaper. The journalist was very interested in BookCrossing and loves to read, so we talked about books for a while before getting to the BookCrossing bit.
I told her about how i came into contact with BX (thanks Aaltsje) and told her about a few really nice catches i remembered from the top of my head. Including the book ‘found’ by our Queen and my moms book which traveled from Groningen to Bahrein. I alos told her a lot about OBCZ, releasing, themed releases and all kinds of stuff. I threw in a few numbers about how many books were registered, how many members there are worldwide, in the Netherlands and in Fryslân. She absolutely loved that i new that. We talked for more then an hour and she told me that she wanted to place the piece in next weeks paper. The internet edition of the piece will be up as soon as possible.
I’ll link to it when it’s up, but it’ll be in dutch, so you might not be able to read it. But then, there’s a picture of me included, so you can just admire me 
For Once in my Life
For once I can touch
What my heart used to dream of
Long before I knew
Someone warm like you
Could make my dreams come true
Neighbourhood
Here’s a photo I’ve been looking for
It’s a picture of the boy next door
And I loved him more than words can say
Never knew it ’til he moved away
My head is spinning
Sometimes my head is spinning like mad. I can’t stop all the thoughts that go through my mind. I wish i could. But memories keep surfacing (finally, they’ve been burried too deep). I’m happy that i finally remember them, but why do they come back when i want to sleep?
Last night i lay awake from 4 am. The night before that i was awake from 1 am til 4 am. I then finally fell asleep, but had very weird and anxious dreams about mail somehow not being delivered or envelopes running back to me when they should go to the person i wanted to write. Even BookCrossing books had hidden messages in them. Last night i was dreaming that i was dreaming. Somehow that ended up being a nightmare. Hadn’t had one for a long time. I think it might be the new job thing and a lot of other things coming together.
Don’t get me wrong, i love those things coming together right now. I believe it’s time for them to resurface, just the insomnia that it causes is hard to deal with. I’m really glad to have my new job and the opportunities it gives me. It might take some time to fit in, but i believe i can make it here. I love it here.
Now there’s just the matter of stopping my head from spinning and trying to get a good night sleep. That would be very welcome.
Twitter Weekly Updates for 2010-03-07
- Bwahaha. I scold @thesims3 for making a crappy game and they RT me! I love bots… #
- Great! Now the game crashed while saving. TS3 is worthless. @thesims3 when do you think of fixing the damn game? Never? I thought so… #
- @mappellec yes, i totally agree. It's driving me crazy. in reply to mappellec #
- Okay, need to get myself ready. @sandermuller is having his birthday party and he expects me to come. Properly dressed even… No idea why.. #
- Back home. Storm made it hard to keep the car in the right lane. #
- Goodmorning. Hoping today will bring a bit less rain. Yesterday was terrible. #
- "Ghost kitteh" – http://twlol.com/tw/?v1-239133 #lol #ichc #
- Maybe, just maybe i should take a shower and go clean the house, do the dishes and get a load of laundry done…
# - @MsJG thank you. Your wish worked. The sun is shining right now in reply to MsJG #
- Still not in the shower. Why? Because i feel crap. New job starting tomorrow. Great… I feel sick. #
- My current WhatPulse stats: 968,042 keys, 354,199 clicks and my rank is 56990th #
- Okay. Showertime. For real! #
- @MsJG lol, well it's still working. in reply to MsJG #
- 7 birthdays this month. Can't i go hide under a rock til March is over? #
- Listening to John Wright. #
- Registered another buttload of books. Lovely. #
- Supermarket, here i come! #
- Sometimes i wonder what happened to my highschool boyfriends… #
- hoolbank.nl #
- Aargh! Newspaper just called. They are going to interview me for an item about BookCrossing #bcrelease #
- Gym time. First time in months. #
- @TheSims3 i spend almost the entire weekend fixing you damn game. But i'm sure that isn't a record. in reply to TheSims3 #
- Arrived @ the new job. #
- Thankk you @wendymal, @sandermuller and @suchadan #
- First day was really hectic, but fun. #
- I am really, really tired. #
- "Okay, Captain Obvious" – http://twlol.com/tw/?v1-238965 #lol #ichc #
- "Ceiling Kitteh" – http://twlol.com/tw/?v1-236671 #lol #ichc #
- The Cup Is Definitely Half Empty – http://notalwaysright.com/the-cup-is-definitely-half-empty/4512 #
- "You'll have to hover" – http://twlol.com/tw/?v7-41051 #lol #fail #
- Goodmorning tweeps #
- Found an old friend online. Haven't seen her in years. Hoping she'll contact me. #
- Kristian Digby died? Is that true? PLease say no… #
- http://bit.ly/bgrSax Damn you, Kristian. RIP :'( #
- @eBeth Happy Twirthday in reply to eBeth #
- There's a secret path I follow, To a place no one can find, Where I meet my perfect someone, I've kept hidden in my mind #
- @eBeth Group hug! in reply to eBeth #
- I won't be happy till I see you alone againTill I'm home again and feeling right #
- I wonder what will happen today? #
- cooked dinner for tonight. Feeling crappy. Stomach hurts, knees and hands are shaky and my head is spinning. #
- Right. Off to pick up Jay and then go vote for the local elections. #
- Off to work. #
- Friend still hasn't replied to my message. I wonder if she's seen it yet… #
- Too freaking early… #
- @sandermuller but i'm going back to bed now in reply to sandermuller #
- http://bit.ly/9ugAcv new blog post: Letter to my dear friend. #
- @sandermuller did you get a tv sorted? in reply to sandermuller #
- @sandermuller so no new tv? in reply to sandermuller #
- Couldn't get back to sleep #
- "Gee, what I've always wanted for my kids!" – http://twlol.com/tw/?v7-41489 #lol #fail #
- "Slide Fail" – http://twlol.com/tw/?v7-41431 #lol #fail #
- "Golfing Fail" – http://twlol.com/tw/?v7-41791 #lol #fail #
- "is it dun yet?" – http://twlol.com/tw/?v1-240784 #lol #ichc #
- "WAIT YOUR TURN!" – http://twlol.com/tw/?v1-240672 #lol #ichc #
- Cat Candy is searching all over the house for Jay. She won't believe me when i tell her he's at work… #
- something on my desk was moving… But when i look at it, it stops… It knows… #
- Noooo! No more snow please. I want spring. #
- http://twitpic.com/16j5yq ever made a pic of your shoes? #
- Tweetdeck is acting up. I can't see any avatars… #
- should go make dinner. Don't feel like eating. #
- @witchphebe hihi, how are you? in reply to witchphebe #
- Headache and cold. Feeling bad because i realised something i rather wouldn't have realised at all… #
- I feel terrible. I knew this mood would come… #
- Splitting headache. #
- @weetnie @MsJG kan ik in het nederlands meepraten dan? in reply to weetnie #
- @weetnie natuurlijk. Afrikaans is een oude vorm van nederlands ik begrijp het afrikaans wel aardig. in reply to weetnie #
- "Dog can't take a joke. " – http://twlol.com/tw/?v1-239935 #lol #ichc #
- "Do me a" – http://twlol.com/tw/?v1-240066 #lol #ichc #
- "I fix puppy so now he listen." – http://twlol.com/tw/?v1-240062 #lol #ichc #
- @tweetdeck i have a problem with avatars not showing up. Any idea on how to fix it? #
- "Clueless fail" – http://twlol.com/tw/?v7-41664 #lol #fail #
- "Dennis The Menace sidelines as a civil engineer" – http://twlol.com/tw/?v7-41809 #lol #fail #
- Picked up Jay from work. He was too late for his bus. #
- "GET GLASSES!" – http://twlol.com/tw/?v1-239266 #lol #ichc #
- It’s Also A One-Way Trip – http://notalwaysright.com/its-also-a-one-way-trip/4559 #
- Thanks for all your #FF love. Much apreciated! #
- Goodmorning. #
- @weetnie Working this weekend in reply to weetnie #
- Back from work, Yay! Food is in the oven. #
- Been feeling sick for weeks now. When will i feel better? #
- I absolutely adore that new Hi advert. They used my name :p #
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Chances are
I remember clearly how you looked
The night we met
I recall your laughter and your smile
I remember how you made me
Feel so at ease
I remember all your grace, your style
And now you’re all I long to see
You’ve come to mean so much to me
What about love?
What about love that lasts forever?
What about time to see it through?
If you don’t give you just don’t get it
What about me?
What about you?
What about love?
It’s all coming back to me now
There were moments of gold
And there were flashes of light
There were things I’d never do again
But then they’d always seemed right
There were nights of endless pleasure
It was more than any laws allow
